so, dave's disappeared...we (being me and taylor) couldn't find him anywhere. went to his house, and no one was there, jackie (the dog) wasn't in the kennel (she's supposed to be put up when the house is empty), the beds were unmade, the door was unlocked. hope nothing happened to that.



taylor and i jammed without dave (he's never late, too)...we co-wrote a new song that really rocks. the more time i hang out with taylor, the more i like him. he's a good kid.



i went to the buzz an, allison, emily, liz, and tim were there. emily was toying with me: physical stuff. i played with it, kept telling myself i wasn't serious. but i still felt guilty afterwards. "my girlfriend wouldn't approve," i said to her, head on her stomach. she wouldn't, i don't think. i miss ania.



friday night, i'm supposed to go to a show with katie b. should be fun. saturday night, i'm going drinking with allison and tim, which means i'll have a couple of shots, and they'll get tanked and do the bad thing while i wander around semi-depressed. hah, but it'll be fun.



that's it for now.