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dad gave me his backing to drop out of school, and do the rock n roll thing 100%. so i'm going to. megs was right (bless her). things are pretty good. now when i'm filling out paperwork, i can put "musician" as employment. i'll probably end up going back to school at some point. but hey, i'm halfway through, so i'll only be half as much in debt when i have to pay for it.



last night i was with a girl, sitting on the concrete steps of the apartment building, looking up, she laying against me, my face against her neck and my arms around her. she smelled of dried lemons and incense, and the nautical smell of a caravel (the wood and tar and the salt and hot metal in the sun). the air was warm close to the concrete steps, but it was clear and the stars were starting to come out, just barely outshining the glow of the city lights. i was still alone, but less lonely. i hope she was too.