see, this is what life is all about; the love, the drugs, the friends, the good times and the copper taste of marijuana. walking in the cold with good people, smoking slowly and savoring the french toast. remember, it's not about caring, it's about not letting it affect you. i'm doing pretty good, now. a little wiser for the wear, p'raps. just a little.



friday colby, taylor, and i got stoned. good times. saturday, trip to lexington. i stayed at bekki's. great times, great times. 9 a.m. sunday morning, a walk in the freezing cold with bekki and josie to denny's for breakfast. getting along famously. a military man telling war stories next to us. talked to jade on the phone. will see her next week. then back to cincinnati. monday: bought another drum kit for $50 worth of pedals. more grass, and girls came. patrick, taylor, nancy, steph, and me. a run to chili time. being very stoned, and wanting to lean against someone but not.



last night had a long talk about boys with olivia. she cracks me up. she's a good kid, though. good kid.



song stuck in my head: System of a Down - Sugar



oh yeah. new S/N on AIM: post punk monk